Wednesday, October 15, 2008 //work? taking a toll on me .. |
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sigh I just felt like blogging even though I have a stack of work pile up so high.. it can reach the sky.
Yes work is bothering me quite a bit these days. I have lots to do and yet no time to finish. I feel very stress but yet I am not really showing it out. Instead I am taking the I do one thing at a time approach. Slowly I will be able to clear. Eventually I still have to clear so its a matter of time. I tell myself. No point trying to rush so many things at the same time. It will only lead to more mistakes. Mistakes have been made several times by my staff. I am pretty upset over it. Reason being:
1. I feel bad that I am not monitoring well enough 2. I feel bad that I am not delivering my work properly 3. I feel bad that I have to reprimand my staff 4. I feel bad that I am causing more problems to my boss.. 5. I guess I am just too perfectionist.
Each time I receive a complain email, the only thing I can do is apologize apologize and apologize and then educate my staff on the right thing to do but thats all I can do. I cant possibly sit there everyday to watch over what they are doing. Its just too time consuming. Trust between me and customers at the same time worsen each time i receive a complain email. Its not being nice that I apologize that it wun happen again but yet things just happen like there's no tomorrow. I really hope I can pass by this phase of my life soon. I need a change of environment.. a temporary change. |
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