Its been some time since I last posted again... Chinese New Year came.. and the official holidays for Chinese New Year will be over soon in the next 25 minutes or so... its back to work tomorrow and seriously if you asked me what I have been doing for the past few days of rest at home, I can only say I have been playing facebook... doing homework.. reading articles (relating to school work) and sleeping.... and yeah I think I'm seriously not disciplined enough.. I could have better use the time to finish more home work but I ended up playing... sigh.. and so much about the talk on working hard and extra hard for this semester.
wah.. the people in my class are getting very hardworking le... Foong seems to be quite an excellent player in the field... He's really on the ball.. and so is Mark... and then Mr Flight Simulator (Lian Ping)... both of them stressing me out.. and then there's work... I have yet to touch my office emails for days and so after my run later I would wanna be determined enough to clear them... and also do some assignment and homework.
Lately... a friend of mine.. or so call bestie seems to be angry with me over something.. I'm not too sure what it is.. but somehow I can pretty sense that she's angry. You can say that I'm sensitive but someone won't just for no reason stop wanting to meet you isnt it? Maybe its because I'm always not on time... or perhaps because I'm having some fuck up attitude or did something wrong that to piss her off.. but seriously I treasure this friendship of ours and hope that we the things between us won't turn sour because of work related issues... or because of me... I'm really tired when it comes to these kinda things... and really doesnt want people to think of me in one way or another that I'm not really that kinda person... its just complicated and when things like these arises... I will feel very lost and not know what to do... maybe its just me.. maybe its just my senses that are not working properly.. I'm not too sure as well... all I can pray hard is nothing happens between our friendship...
I'm going out for a run soon.. hope the run will make me feel better... |