I didn't blog yesterday because I was just too tired after attending a BMTC Clerks gathering at NYDC... and today i attended a BMTC Orion Company gathering at Cafe Cartel.. and so this week is like a BMTC gathering week for me which is good! Its been some time since I met up my clerk kakis like shawn from ninja and patrick and kevin from manpower branch...
For yesterday's night gathering at NYDC, shawn, chin, wilbur, kevin and patrick turned up for the dinner.. it was quite fun as we talk about our dearest chief clerk susan yong and etc... we then walked to Palais Renaissance to have cakes at Marmalade Pantry... and then ended the day with a car ride home to Tanah Merah on Wilbur's car.
For today's gathering, its a gathering with the people whom I'd spent my 2 years 4 months of my time with.. with people who were once so close and dearly to me as we slept under one roof and had lotsa fun and laughters. People who came included Ivan, Stan, William, CQ, Najib, Chui Haolun, Zhiwei, Albert, Leonard and a few other people... it was a good gathering as I'm reminded of the good old times.. Najib brought along his "do-re-mi" girlfriend who we kept trying to recall her name... and CQ still the same old CQ reading his books and etc... and Ang seems to be doing quite well... and I'm really glad that everyone is doing fine... We're so happy today that we had decided to do a BBQ on the 12th. Hope its gonna be a successful one.
Besides the outing today nothing much liao ... doing work and etc.. feeling tired and lotsa things to clear.. and I really duno how I should start clearing all my work.. sigh... someone said something to me about how I looked today... felt kinda sad as I took it quite to hard.. and while on the way back home today.. i started asking myself why am I born looking like that? I don't really blame that person for saying that to me but my confidence just got knock down by 50% again... I'm trying my best to look good already but I know I'm not one born with good looks... I guess what he said ... just meant quite a bit to me.. I don't really wanna to be known to look at some Mr X or Mr Y... I don't care if he's rich or not.. I just want to be myself and feel good.. and alright here I go again.. standard pisces thinking.. emo go ahead and emo ... *nites* |